No time like..

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Certain things they happen in odd places, I had things on my mind this week. So I didn’t get round to writing or drawing as much but I’ve since discovered quite a few new things. Some of the reasons, things didn’t progress very much to begin with. Have more to see, for these things a certain way forwards. Not a lot to say so far quirky. Must not put too much thought in to begin with adding a little at a time, I think that certain things are meant to be, and you’ll probably find that even if the quality can change it may continue as well to be solid, in other ways, situations change in the business for one thing, I’ve found interests can change and have a duration and I often wonder what it leads to, later on looking back it is sort of par for the course. You seem to hit upon certain ideas at certain times in your life and there may also be red herrings along the way, to go further is something new, I’d never done it before, so for now we’ll just see how far this one goes, and how deep is the mine. You’d have to expect it’s the same as any other formation a geological feature as yet never really recorded in the family. It’s a close knit formation so there’s that, but even so at times the going is a bit rocky, and it fringes upon and flirts with most of the mainstream points of interest.

I get the impression that this is a naturally formed inlet of some kind perhaps the bedrock could tell us, a Martian river that dried up years ago. I got involved and along the way I’m sure many other characters had left a mark in the landscape, as with the others, it’s all my own really, a small island in the Pacific, I’m not complaining. It just seems that you have to get past all the other obstacles, to begin with, and I’d been trying on numerous occasions but then the levee finally broke, and that was that. So we can be certain a lot of fluid was safely stored there at one point too much in fact for anyone person to take, it’s only for this reason that I have the overflow option when there are significant lean periods in between, you probably are fully cognizant of the wrecks in that river. The river had a tendency to be quite tidal at times and when the monsoon rains spluttered down at length the reservoirs that had previously been empty would quickly fill, and the grail would overflow as it were.

It’s a footnote to a much bigger conversation that I don’t expect to have to put out, but this has been a long time coming and we’ll pop one out right away, some will be experienced by now in the site after all and at the end of the day you just have to find a job, no more no less. I got through the tunnel and in this case the path is narrow, there’s no reason not to expect old hits to be there to some extent, so I prefer not to expend very many resources on it overall possible outcomes to certain more prominent figures in the picture.

So this one is bigger than you’d guess when I gave it a look it continues to expand for a while at least, that could be a deeper seam everything I like really and it makes showing a degree of affinity for the other work, which is most unusual, you haven’t got too far to go, then again. It’s either one room or the other, there’s the sound of a recording and audible conversation in the near to. I don’t really pay much attention to be honest, as the need for the copy is very pressing. Which will impress main street and fleet street’s monopoly could investigate, then we’d also be getting through any of the backlog, I knew about it for some time, and we’re working on the issue. With various big projects finally showing some finesse, as I see it they are always there and that’s that. You’ll need to see the bigger picture it’s also in the minutae of thought, such is documented, it’s going to sprawl out over many acres, by being slightly broader I hope I’ll be able to accommodate newer ideas plus the same size internet, it seems there’s some things we’ll not be able to view at first, and that’s because it’s close to the line and a little bit coarse for some tastes, as we find if more people like what’s out already it’s making waves in the industry more registering with the working classes than anything else you find right now. You’ve got to really identify a potential audience if you intend to make a living, this is just an obvious example one of many, and a good backstop, if the creative pulse at work in the engine room could be in jeopardy who know’s? I’ve here often felt threatened by not having things done, deadlines and various unusual attitudes I just feel it’s time, and I’ll try and feel a little strength here and there, no I’ve never really found my place, I’ll try different things as my track record shows. It’s all good if, trouble comes I’ll work on it, fully expanding the range and extent of the word until there is something great about them. It may take years, you know I’ve been here and very stable given the right chances, I’m okay at what I do generally, and it’s the case of doing something then putting it right I’ll generally do that right away.

Many others feel the same, it’s like we’re not exceptional in any way so have to be the one’s to supply this and we know it, this quite volatile and dangerous compound, that can absorb so much energy, it’s a new frontier. Whether I should ever have been out there in the first place is highly controversial. For me right now it’s another case of getting the boots on the ground to make people aware of the area and solve it as quickly as we can. Make of that what you will to begin, full speed ahead, will be our plan heading in at rate, practical matters individual freedoms, the culture will go on, no matter when the movie began.

Poets once gathered together plus there was one or two things to iron out. Stress was increased on the whole after the rise of the new proles. Some ultra-cons are strangely out of the playground and running wild in the city, a behemoth with no limits. Crazy stuff is going on down there and we have a chance to pick up that baton, more than many things it’s an area for deposition to a great extent I kept going in for as long a I felt acceptable. This feeling coming about became my mood board for this week, but it took ages to find it. I want still to produce things. It gave me various ideas we could easily progress it felt like a breakthrough and I wouldn’t allow it to slip through my fingers. Right away this busy place began to resound with noise of course main cycle, pulse and all that. Going forwards gave me enough inspiration for the time being, crafting all the parts myself.

Otherwise many things came across the idea, and people always interacted with it in some way, left me a bit displeased with them at the time. Always playing the same kind of tune, most of the project could be summed up as that simple really. Many other thinks are unavailable right away, you’d hope that other people would likewise be employed there it seemed very strange, so I investigated as deeply as we could getting a little deep rightly so. I managed some of the informal discussions for it, not that many things could actually make a very strong impression at the time, you’ve solved a certain amount of the puzzle but pretty much all of it remained to be found.

That’s saying so much right now I guess, anything else which I expected to be there could be if we worked out the scale and shape of the dialogue, no description as yet was in print, it’s only because there was also a little bit of a gap, to fill as it were. Many pages and stages each way I travel I try and see what they mean. At the time constantly buzzing architectural nexus, one that I had passed through before, there is a sense of foreboding there to begin with a massive production never fully realised. There’s certain moves you can make right away and some remain elusive so I don’t differentiate with all the group to begin with, many practical issues I’m not aware of, but you still have a certain something. Whatever really mattered to begin with, it can change dramatically as time goes by, you’re liking it to begin with but it can also be quite evocative and the feeling of novelty often decreases the further out you get, which is something I didn’t really acknowledge at first, certain forces combine and therefore some subjects are just a little more challenging then you’d think, as a relative beginner it’s impossible to tell the difference, between what we’re meant to see, and say and what we’re actually doing. I was lucky to land on my feet here I suppose I guess that the company went under or closed down for Christmas, and then it’s every man for himself. You’ve just got to make it to the office and then the work can restart, feel normal is so important, it’ll also work for me as I think about things in terms of pro and contra, quid pro quo. So for certain there are hidden dangers about in the everyday, and it takes a little bit of readjustment, which I’m now doing, just to make way for that fabrication. It’s fabulous to have all the freedom if you can get it the rest will respect you, going through the area as rapidly as I can hoping to dislodge any items we can make use of, these clothes are saturated and I’d like to get some lunch now. Love is vital, and supplies are low. Visually I couldn’t say at first all the features in a sense I hope to get myself noticed primarily, if this one actually boots up properly I think it will be the case that quite a bit of different places could impact, I am a little worse for wear, but don’t think we’ll need assistance right away, but there may be casualties, we’re going to keep an eye out.

If it was some kind of natural disaster it’s a very populated city.

Rain sodden streets, various creatures are in the vicinity playing to the gallery the expression, but if we can’t stand it here there’s now lot of other places online and cyberspace to experience, on some level, like to live big and build palaces, it’s just a little bathetic, wherever we go next is up to us, I would spend ages working at the laptop and still the imac was not actually configured very well. But we’ll expect more is a good lead, and it definitely rang a bell with the website, but not much else could get my attention to begin with, you’ve got a lot of potential for me, aha I don’t think I can take it for granted. Pushing ahead and into the forest we’ll be looking to pick up meditation and other skills in due course, the other things I didn’t really consider as important, because my heart is set on an academic career. Going forward with all the main views coming back round, I didn’t expect the job to fall off the the edge, and then you go through the entrance, that’s important and of course I had this one on the go, thinking all the time of games and a liking for adventures of various kinds, I’ve been on a few, but I’d definitely consider a change too, not much really going on is good, the place looked a little deserted, it’s that old palace, you’ve read well, you tell yourself, it’s the thought that counts. Plus down and out, is a riot, I think I don’t know it too well but do relate, it goes to some it’s fairly said and done, and you put little things in place to say, yeah we’ve achieved this but it seems not. It’s a hard sell, you’ve got some who understand, all the recent hits are based on modernity, it just seems that it’s not a done deal, and you get the book and read it I loved it but some think it’s over, it’s not because new stuff is coming out, we’re in a kind of labyrinth a supercity with real slums and in two places, and I can’t say that we’ve fully explored that particular concept.

So far so ordinary, we’re probably right at the start of this particular tunnel, searching, sounds people, dogs noises, you’ve decided to go further, and look it made a lot of sense for a short time I managed that kind of life, heading south and away from danger, I expected more. Out there isn’t very much depth by the look of things and that’s not too surprising so we’ll be careful, some writers probably set out from there, and there’s loads of new updates, and perhaps an Ode, or a Haiku, from earlier on [Iast w] I’ll definitely keep pushing, [unto this last] I want to push the boundaries. I’m hoping for some excerpts and perhaps a few scraps an insight, when it comes together if you can put one in for me, that sort of thing was very significant. As an aspirant writer you’ve come out from the safer part of town and I think we can find a path back, so I survey the scene to begin with, I know it’s perfectly safe, there are no drawbacks, it’s just nice to have a friendly companion to grab the best of the day’s news as it happens I expect we’ll be at sea on part of the the trip. As I found doing the early work it seemed like a pretty vast wilderness, going into the studio, minor breakthroughs I’ve touched and handled many pieces of equipment, so there’s definitely that context where there’s quite a lot of space for us to work with and that’s what it was really, just couldn’t make an impression in the larger venues, not a far fetched idea, most art operates on a more domestic basis I find, especially today’s generation, on a more intimate level that the larger early on warehouse sized images. Mark Rohko paintings as much as I like them. Need much more room, to be displayed, it’s fine the question of scale in a dramatic leap forward in many ways, any giants out there, you’d feel we’d know it from very early on, and highly relevant to the masses, that’s why it’s such a great work. The sizes are perfect, we are mere minnows in the desert.

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It came to pass that they didn’t secure the supplies and gear that we expected, as usual no effort was being expended on the whole, I feel it’s important to get ready for the consequence of such a long period of idleness, it’s hard to imagine how we got this far, the people’s tendency is for more laid back activity. They could never really be given a task and stick to it as such. It’s still a hard life for some, and it’s like an inspiration but many don’t participate in the conversation even, that could build a better society, seemed to not understand. But outsiders took up residence and it changed to another time, not that the old are ever really lost. I never really expected to tread the troubled track, it’s another clue as to how the story evolved from the early group right through, but you have to feel concern, in the modern times for the broken promises and the false dawns. If the same thing happened you have to ask how?

This wasn’t the causus belli, naturally an old arrangement, it just happens sometimes, and I definitely like what little material on the subject I could gather, it seems quite a typical example of that process occurring where gradually people’s history is effaced to make way for a new one, something akin to the comprehensive redevelopment of the mid-sixties is close to the truth. Despite all the claims, and the seminars and warnings it seems the overall socialist body politic is fully behind the cause, fully committed to making a ‘new world’. Since modernism has been a clarion call to architects of all creeds and colours. It’s quite impersonal yet it forces you to confront reality, more on the whole then other kinds is more, and more. So you had a massive early on period of rebuilding on a vast scale: rise of the power blocks. It was the first of it’s kind to make this impression of permanence though terribly dated right now, many much better examples having survived the onslaught has become the zeitgeist. Though my own portfolio is heavily reliant on this kinetic style and hard edged abstraction many other new inventions.

You can’t imagine what it’s like to live in a socialist democracy, a priori we’d only known the hardship of dystopian communal living. A practical lens, substance was expanding over the suburbs, just as the energy and effort became. Many roads, a post modern age of real innovation. Spending is growing and confidence is increasing, you’d never give it away, and that could be a find at the start a possible outcome, to reach a vantage point and then to go on, to become more well known, and they set off from there, now the demands of modern life have conspired to despoil a little of the special time, we’re seeking a little rabbit, too in our way, so my instinct is it’s in that kind of position to begin with, never too outmoded, and powerless. It’s a big mess to be honest, and the work I did had a strange kind of meaning at the time, built to last a little old fashioned at times. But I’ll stand by that approach, it’s a dichotomy, in actual fact, some of those ideas are still fine I suppose, and I’m very fond of them, there are certain other beliefs out there that defy definition and for that reason, it’s sensible to use another mindset, a less conventional and more untested serum. Even so the other stuff is like my thesis and philosophy generally, but if I limited myself to that concept it could never be enough. My lit would end up distorted and emaciated broken and bankrupt, and these concepts we don’t define as central to the post modernists. So to me there was a logic in some of the seemingly uncorrelated events that we were exposed to, as undergraduates. Now as we move forward I came away in pole position for some reason, with a lot of space to work with as well, in the region of the avant garde where I’d set out there wasn’t much going on by the end, and I was therefore able to concentrate on the job at hand all the time, I didn’t experience the conflict until very late on. By that time I’d already gone through a few typologies and had some good responses. This really came to thing it could also have been, not many could have done that, so I nearly got caught, still because of the main points of interest to me I was coasting along, and then I woke up a little it wasn’t too unusual. I feel there is a lot of work still to do on it, I chose this path at least and that is something that I really enjoy about the creative process, I’ve never abandoned those beliefs, but I accept from a certain viewpoint it’s fairly over and done. Maybe there is other things say, then I thoroughly embraced those views later on. It’s so funny how things are from day to day.

Anyway that experience didn’t actually occur it nearly played out until I realised the danger, they say it’s all in the past, if you like reading, it’s a big bonus, and I when I went back I had time to check it. That’s something like that in the future, and it’s a system which we can interact with at least in a language that made sense, a button of some kind, simple but effective. It’s a sixties concept! So you had the real pictures that people had said could put a great big hole in finance, if it were not for quick thing and other skills here’s to them! Because as an undergrad you tended to be quite blinkered, we’ll need a parachute. Not that far fetched may have found a path back! It’s astonishing how many things we exchanged and ideas and other things intersect well within the given culture if at the right time, cultural grist to the mill. So too much suddenly and bubbly is a sundae place, no doubt about it. Placements and designs are well established as a currency like bitcoin in the vicinity. They would never come out and say, this was to produce one, a certain individual, with the workings out on display. You’ll recover it later, kind of easy going. So that way suggested a pathway a causeway, that could be under construction. Pieces and sketches, well that one page process, took a while to sink in, as piecemeal as it was quite exotic, though not actually a section of the overall mass. Let it sink down for a time, then you’ll find the space to really express oneself, and some have hobbies and explaining to other people is impossible! Which is not ideal in terms of the work to be reductive. So quick reference, new school style phrases: reducio ad absurdium, which I’d heard of drifts past, these phantoms of the work, that haunted the halls and byways, I wished to leave right away, another old word too known to Roman people and Suetonius and Virgil. Yet still a modern obsession too, supernatural origin; Ghost.

Hard to detect why it came out with that duality, and sometimes it reverted back to the other name, it oscillates dramatically, so even though I work on it non-stop this will sort of happen at times, it’s not serious, we’re getting used to it, and I think it can be pretty much controlled, some may demur 88’s. Scripting time is almost fun, and games band to clarify I have a notion of what’s going to take place some permits, but in this case I’m not looking to recoup quite as much, and that’s more in keeping with the subject on the whole. Very articulate in other ways, when it came to put in passwords and login names, that’s very shaky. It equally applies to parking permits and email and goodness knows what else, when I learnt about this I paid attention, but never had heard of any other accounts, but there are some, and these are generally a distraction to be honest.

Pressing ahead, it’s got an amorphous feel, and I had scanned asap but no way is there any support or even a call centre! It was all too much, there’s no number to call when it goes wrong. It’s a long struggle that ensued, after their sudden departure, we find ourselves back out in the back alleys, down and out once again, it shone brightly, so far I’d never anticipated what was going to happen that one time, it was a complete one off! Then we scramble and scrabble for information, anything the search is not fruitless, but it’s basically totally played out, for some of the staff, so why keep replying, if it was a prank, it’ll be because there’s not enough resources to keep the facility staffed is a real concern right now I can tell, instinct only a real issue. Nobody really shone a light on all the bureaucracy and that, it seemed to go unnoticed. Still a long way to go, this one was written over the Christmas period of all times! There’s Christmas tunes on the hi-fi, and bizarre it turned out to be not a one off, or a freak event just a huge find for me. Putsch upon, feeling the afterglow I left at once and I return back to the office, it’s certainly a time where you see many unusual things people here are very confused I get so much action from others more then you’d think of me, still to straighten out, I gave it all I could the sheer volume of it that gets left is concerning, whatever language we spoke it was all gone just about I think by the time we got in there, nothing, not a shred of valuable information.

Wit simply hadn’t been sorted out and was compiled of various strange dialects, by the time we arrived, each day is a case of getting on the laptop and going all out, you see that, I just think that it could go wrong, and had done in the past, that’s the whole premise of the project, is it not? Life would be so dull if we were overly concerned with the way things looked to a ridiculous extent, you have to keep climbing, many people don’t think that much anyway right? So someone must have gone in that way and expected to find something, it’ll only be another page of notes, right now, I am aware of other things to a degree, the more autonomous we are the greater the relevance of the work on the whole, it’s main impact and purpose.

An everyday learning phase we hear from many people they start it up! This section is very fundamental in the striking, operatives are bedding down again, the trouble seemed to have passed. Lift every time, it’s all about going up and improving, some will appreciate that it went back to the ground floor and isn’t very close to the truth, it’s just a growing concern it’ll go on, and on somethings are very modern and original and others are not. It defied description and then you had a new interest, one more time. Prancing and dancing towards the first outpost, is in this year for me there’s also other things to find as well. Will pull up and I’ll go on the field trip, you’ve got a range of skills but never those that are not conventional, if people were more understanding I think the work would show up in a while as they did to an extent gridlock all around on those tracks have a quality control feel and you interface, on various occasions managing to get some rest I must be the only one aboard, all kinds of nonsensical claptrap, this simply was a feature of many early works, that I became aware of at various times, combining a lot of things.

Civil hearing and many local people attended, got let in and it was an absolute riot of noise and general activity came shock and intrigued the press could have been a major scandal in itself. We often found information concerning the airline, money never materialised it became a good story for the press, now that we all have our families and major views growing up, quite vulnerable really to all the same bombast. It’s so surprising to find some are struggling with this experience and it could only lead to a protracted legal process as some in the press pronounced in their time, like a Morlock or somebody similar gradually feeling reduced by others, stood in the shadow. Maybe an ancient sculpture was there at some time, it’s certain that the usual material is going in as well, not too tricky but there was a risk and somebody must have gained a lot of notoriety, figure eight indeed. Maybe a hazard had caused them to double back along this track, it lead somewhere and it’s the latest events that go first to check out all the facts as time will lead us on, and inside safely but could never really accept all that, and had no recourse to any other lifestyle, it gave me pause alongside you seem to have the haves, who are very affluent and don’t take an interest in the less well off, so you had two entirely different groups living side by side. It appears that very little actual track was being laid during those early years, it’s not a skill that very many individuals could aspire to generally.

Former collieries and worn out towns, had a bearing on the real situation, they’d not quite understood the actual nature of the people we’re with right now, is not conservative, they put a brave face on it, grinned and bore it as best they could, newly redundant masses. It’s a disaster in the making, they could have done a little bit on the side like the rest, not too impressed, many of the old schools and rundown retail developments. I couldn’t claim I knew all that much so I went away from their wares and made way, for the next region. It’s going to link up in the future, you’ll need to step over all the madness, of their lives cause it won’t stand up, it had no integrity anyway, they’d never learn! You’ve got to imagine that all this stuff is going on, in the neighbourhood here for instance it’s visible in many ways.

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Looking and thinking I could not believe what we’d been reduced to either, but when I look I find it’s the case, for years people go round and round, the junction, complete fantasy, never to engage in a meaningful dialogue, seems like it became that hard to begin with, it hadn’t affected me though, so the drug or whatever it is, gets all these guys going presumably. Yes many have had strange experiences in normal everyday life, you know that its the case, under ordinary circumstances this got to be a problem because you’ve never raised anybody like that, and then they put their picture out in the press! Like we’re supposed to be afraid of them or something! It’ll never be like the old times, I get a lot of positive comments, I know it’s just another sensational account concerning to ordinary folk, bogeymen. In a strange parallel to their life is the one that I lead, it’s clearly not similar but you’ve got a real crazy on the trail! We know he’ll do irresponsible things all day, and many in the gang are offended more than anything. Just another passion never really explored, as such, there was no apparent reason behind it really, if there could be something, felt it would suffice and every other person around here did that, all in one place not far from the centre of activity, getting late right now, and people did settle down as well digital camera right now the kind that will.. Clip on elements we’re out there in the car searching at times just driving round and round, it got so out of hand. To begin with, I really remember the other all together at the time. Spending vast amounts of time on the website. Nice and straightforward ideas I have a bit more room to expand seems terrific. It’s not that easy right now to predict what the public will do and it’s a big concern in photography so many artists are currently hedging their bets.

It didn’t get to out of hand round there after dark, a certain energy field of osmosis. Subjected kicked acting, and around in our time keeps time, gives me much more hope. Manchester round then proved to be quite spellbinding, I have been thinking about other issues for I feel that there is a probable stopping effect after a short ride, pick up passenger do it once or twice, quite unites, kit’s abstract places, designer’s not to go far, and it’s another location, one I don’t know, that I found so surprising, it’s obvious quality of having no mass, insubstantial is the operative word, it could be that way if I reflect on tiny steps I’m making, feel as though I didn’t quite get all the recording done in one go, it’s such a compact piece as well, I’m experiencing some flashback to various conversation’s deja vu, now and again I want to return back now! It’s been the case that I spent long enough away, and could we just get a few more seminars, and that sort of thing, I had a few tricks up my sleeve, but I felt a little let down as well, I did see some good stuff, it’s all up to the public on that, and it’s a great comfort to me knowing a bit about the cost of going in, how it’s paid for by the taxpayer’s Roman stuff, is quite exclusive for example and not very good value for the taxpayer, every person we got to look round is of great merit, and a credit to the staff, I think, although the future is not what it seems, it’s the wonderful imagery from then I’ll remember I did feel a bit alienated by that time.

Don’t know why exactly, I would just expect that we could interact more now, and that you just hit upon an idea sometimes, things that didn’t occur to me. I rode my luck at times, so had lot’s of visions of similar locations that sort of thing, filled my mind to the brim with silly facts and figures another way. It’s going to be a interesting ride for sometime to come, so you wonder if anything else turned up, rather than a degree, on that one as I became more aware of the environment too! I felt like saying hey I can do this now, and putting it into wonderful slides with annotations, sometimes. I guess it didn’t show right away, because in some ways it’s a project about the body as well and typically how those ideas interact and exert force is quite abstract. We’d love to get strength diagrams and readouts, from this great athlete, looking back we didn’t quite expose the Brutalism behind all the good performances, an individual perspective. It’s certainly attracting a lot of comment in the news media plus all the buildings are very daring in their way, and quite quirky sure to fare better than many of the main bunch, but not as enticing as the one’s that are revealed through the educative process such places hold a certain fascination to some of the beginners out there just no other way to address that, leaving aside the few that are good, you have to make a case for the majority too, and sometimes they do represent a few of the worse off elements, kinds of places that are unsaleable have no redeeming features, planners tend to feel it’s time for a change, but they don’t achieve anything in the eyes of teachers and academics they rarely master it, because it’s actually a special kind of knowledge that only certain students really absorb the impact of. Many inner city locations have a great reputation but lack amenities to an extent. It’s in the square very often that the really successful team ups are expressed but not in dangerous and unsafe buildings, that’s simply not confuted in the story. It’s true that there are sweeping statements but inner city and urban doesn’t have to mean old hat, is on reflection the most subtle side of the urban debate. Anything you can do.

So I liked it too, kind of read up and binged on journals to make myself feel a bit smarter, if only but how forces work obviously important to early architects, I didn’t find myself on that wavelength, if you know what I mean. I went to dock there, at the space station, that’s all I remember right now, there are drawings emerging from the studio more hopefully yo find, and there’s a bit stereotypical creativity, as well, and it’s extremely encouraging to finally get underway. Huge areas to discover as well, but we were so naive, kept myself out of the hunt to my frustration later on, perhaps. Even so we overcame another obstacle it seems like I’m on an even keel one minute, the longer this keeps up the less odd things seem to me. I sort of still wanted to get the job done as well as I could.

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A d – s Composing again current, looking a fairly minor problem, time to get out there, pronto. Fast times, people on the roof, snipers and undercover people too, will you see very far into the future. Then again, I found it quite tricky to settle in as well, doing this and that milling around, it had me wondering, something anyway clicked. There’s not as much broadband as you think and it really uses a lot, on the battery right now and I’m roughly okay, it could be the turbulence. No announcement of any kind as far as I know. So just going round the tracks I suppose, curious kind of day really. If any of the others were noteworthy I expect more of them could be more significant I generally am hard to please, on any given issue, where work is concerned, I’m really easy going. Now it’s not just that I had to improve rapidly, it’s often a truism I want to: really it’s all I think about, currently the prevailing trends are not as favourable to the natural side, that we showcased sort of then, and developed a few shots then with a number of candidates, but I lacked experience all round, so found myself in the lower group, bizarrely. Given the performances that a lot players have they’d really like more grass roots, and are genuine ambassadors but not interview material yet.

It’s controversial but at least I had my say, and I was out there to get involved socialise and then I found those typical issues that do affect beginners, began to take hold. I should have them ironed out soon though. Not pointing the finger, but lacked attitude and winning mentality that only could come with vast investment I guess, the most reliable way to make sure all that history doesn’t repeat itself, and that talent get’s support, a simple idea in principle, I’m still on standby. What a fiasco that was after obvious banding kind of went in, it got a bit tramlined, but still enjoyable overall, recently there’s not been a lot of hits round here, and it’s quite mysterious, given the level of enthusiasm there was in the sport back then. Signing up went fine, and I had an idea of where that could go, very active lifestyle so there are three kinds of fitness, to choose from which is a game changer right there, it’s like oh I will award myself this status, or that one if I’m feeling really good, but no sport didn’t turn out like that it was like being on centre court with all the big guns out here to begin with. I still play, but I consider myself to be a beginner, by now quite experienced but a beginner nonetheless.

You’ve got a range of abilities it’s true to an extent I never dreamt of how much there is and how off-putting it can be it was like an hour a week in the end a little understated let’s say. Not much integration, but the team is really impressive and had a number of significant attributes, but writing and small talk wasn’t one apparently, still we ended up on opposing teams for some reason it came into my head, my conduct often did get tested back then. Just for fun, at one point I thought I’d made some progress wanted to up my game, was so interested in the game, it’s like let’s find a partner to train with.

5

It’s New Year’s Eve, now I had something too neat, wish we could salvage it from the wasteland to begin with now was tough, fairly deserted round town, as most decided to stay home due to pandemic, I had a good look around today don’t have much to do right now, it would be the prisoners, the strange year has reached it’s climax. Looking out across the plain, trying some skills out on the weekend, have a new game to play after Christmas, it’s a learning process, in every way feel at loose end, a bit of a nadir, they say, actually I completely forgot about the net for a few days, my nieces came round to visit, I really need to get some more life advice, a bit more counselling should be sufficient, this job isn’t too bad, I have some stuff to do. Like putting out washing, it’s a never ending story, really monotonous I had no idea. Thinking I felt suits me to some extent I had the job under control for ages, but never one to be underestimated, shot up again. Comeback kids, is one thing to say I guess, having some spare time, plenty of opportunities out there, pretty odd I’ll say, going to plan I guess, it’s really much deeper than it looks. For example you have all work before we see the final furlong, came the early work, where this is a race that we ran mostly I couldn’t fathom. It’s nice that everybody now works at the same place small acorn, mighty oak to be. Mist in the valley is immersive at times, going the right direction, but the rest remains hidden from view, it’s probably quite interesting, so I’m spending a bit of time doing the leg work, I felt troubled by what I didn’t have, is my first recollection of the outfit, to say the least.

Get some rest! I can’t make it out to be honest I am more of an unguided pilgrim on the whole, various places and things, not enough to enliven the daydream it got hold of the laptop, I wish the rest could be stronger somehow, I’ll definitely be one to get the whole story generally, I’m not a professional writer. Punk culture diatribes, not my favourite time of day, hot cocoa, steams into they atone. Busy causeway, cloudy day and the various places merge onto the street for a big carnival.

5 ‘Yet for me: what is this quintessence of dust?’

Cantos, tonight it’s all about the depot I guess, modicum of Spanish I read a lot right now but it’s another place isn’t it? It’s perhaps the names and famous quotes that I enjoy most, but some of the place names have changed dramatically, a new empire to add to the other, a hidden society it’s the stuff I like right now, hip-hop after a while, your plus one is a famous gladiator. There we go again, deferral moving against the tide of course it’s the case of selling things, in the game after so long, no going back is also not allowed so you’d imagine they just check back in perhaps. If they had riches if they support certain causes all kinds of things back then I suppose. It’s in the future now that we encounter various other individuals who can also play the game a bit, became a major theme at the time. It’s far later than you’d think, the world that is.

Ancient times have just long enough to establish the pace of life today, all the culture is there it’s true to an extent and we’d travel further in certain ways, it’s a brave future you can’t ignore the present. Look I spent a little bit of time in there in some ways and shouldn’t we all just check back into the old world sometimes it’s kind our responsibility to keep the flame alive, really love the present a lot respect all the libations, and all the lives that were sacrificed for the cause of religion and keep a light on for them, utterly respected in the style and substance of our cities. We’re not the same nonetheless many a great saying I think it provides a great mosaic, and that these dreams at the time were well thought out overall, perhaps they already knew what we were going to be like if that’s possible.

You keep studying the past now it’s happened it seemed to become obsolete sometimes, too and that’s actually quite a contemporary monologue. Contentious thoughts may have expanded since then we got the main points and for some reason it’s on the ground floor where it all happened I guess. What the other stuff looked like is anyone’s guess, and it makes you wonder what else was there very often? Many great places still history records the most celebrated at the time had changed dramatically in a relatively short space of time. The universe is constantly expanding and we’re arriving at new destination which is a huge theme of the present it’s often the way societies develop they go forwards at a tremendous rate and increase to reach maximum potential, there are signs along the way of course, and great thinkers as well, I find they can be very useful in describing and or designing the solutions of today and if the ancients were here now they’d want our society and culture to flourish in the same way that their’s did, they’d also be accepted largely and of value, in the same kind of ubiquitous way the Italian landscape ever an internet billionaire other sorts of pursuits a royal dynasty so many hits came from the past truly, it’s why I want to study it. There are many ways of experiencing the culture of antiquity, currently though in one sense we won’t see, that is actually being from that era. Many had done that to begin with and we don’t want to over conceptualise history other moderns have been to some truly far out places by the way they place the protagonists around certain key events, ie a timeline far broader and more interesting than we ever imagined, but I don’t think many such portals are around really and that one was a very good find for me. I had read other Wells novels too which I enjoyed tremendously but The Time Machine is something different. It’s not been filmed either really is kind of a populist version of sci-fi genre more down to earth, on a par with other left leaning intellectuals like George Orwell, Aldous Huxley and Thomas More, more Utopian than the others. Oh how I wished I’d thought of that one, it’s a much meatier prospect than many others a real nice piece of work that was considered highly subversive during the reign of King Henry V, was saying naff all stuff many moons ago. I don’t think this one counts, would have under some monarchs now we’re up to Elizabeth II, the monarchy is still going strong even though many philosophers felt it was very fragile really it’s quite robust, plan was for it to continue right the way through as a major trend in history, and it’s done that fabulously so far, the troubles that are also quite foreseeable held at bay, individual genii aside. Because as Wells explained there was a human side to their culture and one that would seek to defeat sometimes the causes of good and ally to bad to contrast if you like with the formality of their intellectual lives always remain a secret to all but the most bright minds. An area we think of as the swamp of despair, a desert wasteland which threatens the livelihood of many who work in the palaces and temples we built them, it’s a sad and desolate plain that appears to foreshadow of what would be, and it’s exact latitude is highly contentious.

6 ‘Tread lightly for you tread on my dreams..’

Instant photography was a passion of mine, I did things that interested me when I had the polaroid 600, now the business is a little expensive by comparison I don’t have a lot of photos in polaroid form, I liked taking photos, there are so many places to see, and I never really followed the crowd in photographic terms follow the leader type experience purely, but I enjoyed it and maybe thought I’d gain acceptance within establishment, but obviously major works for me really, formative and enjoyable times that I was lucky to get invited to. I saw some wonderful things with my polaroid 600 that I never could reproduce it has a one off feel and I picked up a few of my own, I’ve always admired their work and was very surprised by the discontinuation of the format in the noughties or around then, I guess it was sort of an early on thing. It seemed modern to me, and loads of work could be traced through the lens and onto the silver plates, it’s how it worked to begin with. Various images I’d taken there’s something happening down there too. I hope there’ll also be a revival for the public to view some of them later because they’re really good. No laughing please, the present time is so fastidious and trend conscious it’s not like home, you know it really rubs me up the wrong way to receive criticism and this is a weakness, I only like positive comments for now anyway. I expect that a barrel load of vitriol is currently being directed towards this endeavor and in life you get a air share of both, I really like one and the other I don’t so much. So yes I am thinking scanning them up and a photomontage perhaps at some point although for years I had them in a shoebox, not in a portfolio many artists who use polaroids do so in a very confident manner, and have many an exhibition under their belt and their work is especially interesting to view, you can learn a lot from it, it’s specific to the time and place it comes from. Whereas I tend to get the basic version and that one may never hold together.

7. ‘I wandered lonely as a cloud, that floats on high over hill and vale’ William Wordsworth.

Knocking around back at the old house lots of new thoughts occur during the interim, where I’ve been hammering away at the garage and the telecoms as well as Design Studio 2. It’s been an eye opener too for without useful work to promote, ideas to mould and shape are imperative at first. Intriguingly been thinking more and developing ideas as well it keeps expanding at high rate. Expending huge amounts of human resources on it and taking the thing to a new level is very important to me, and here and there I find out new things and discover other boxes and shapes, need to look beyond the safety of the U.K. The well trodden path, the ‘safe track’ through the wilderness that is in Bunyan I think. With most writers taking the highroad it’s also down to me to provide the momentum to tackle the vast open spaces that are only navigable with great trepidation and fortitude. o avoid the Giant’s castle as Bunyan once said. Now you’ve also got quagmire and swamplands in the South below the Bible Belt, and on the borderline a lot of Americans live there although I haven’t been ‘down south’ yet the Mississippi basin presumably fairly well populated judging from all the reports and travel brochures, it looks really nice, and it’s far from the North so retains a quality all of it’s own, bound to be. The southern states I also include them in my top ten, it’s very diverse there and in the North too, it’s a long time ago now the conflict, but it must have claimed a lot of lives, it takes years for the wounds to heal in such a place with experience like Royalists vs Parliamentarian’s a fight to the finish that only just made it, there’s a lot of history there sans doubt.

We thought some of the jobs are declining there’s obviously room to grow, and I find myself thinking about the best direction at times, and only sometimes do ideas and skilled individuals actually show up, it’s a good thing that they do, though, in the modern world there are lots of new characters to encounter although the theory and fundamental concept remains unchanged. We would love to encounter wisdom and enlightenment but it’s not that easy, you have to be patient before you can cross the river, and get to the green zone and prove yourself worthy of the good things in life. That is what most inspired sages past and their influence is again strong in the present it shows no sign of slowing down, and in the meantime after launching the proverbial missile all those years ago the work is sitting there and it’s not fully in our hands, it’s ineffable to an extent, you keep learning and you’ll find this, and some have somehow conquered this place, it’s a metaphor for the sense of a homeland and a place of refuge for all people’s the dreams of the Prophets and Philosophers who sacrificed everything to help the less fortunate, for future generations to be free.

8. Et in Arcadia ego.’ Tennyson.

It’s a stunning day here in Bath, and I have some words to report, although the adapter isn’t in, we could get cut off, I must be careful, we’re having lunch a good day for sport, plans for the week ahead are varied, I wish to report that I’m still here doing the job to the best of my ability but we hit a wall, I had to down tools for a short time, an air pocket but I’m fine otherwise, midterm reports are good, and the work is scaling up nicely as I expected I don’t think I’ll do a lot more on this, sadly as I’m sure it’s exceeded the permitted RAM.